posted on 08 October 2007 22:52 by Belinda

In My Carnival Dreams

WHEN my eyes lock on the most colourful of our carnival contenders, I feel a rush.

I also feel a pang of jealousy. In my heart of hearts, I don't want to be standing in the crowds, a mere bystander, I want to be up there, on a float, being part of the action.

They all laughed at Honiton and District Carnival's sponsors' night when I confided all, but I truly have dreamt of appearing out of the night on a trapeze - swinging on a string of lights. A sight for sore eyes!

Truth is, I've had my chance. Well, sort of...

After five or six years on duty as road crew, I was destined for a starring role on this year's East Devon circuit.

It's true! I was to be a Pink Lady.

The wig (pink, of course) and outfit were in my eager hands. All I had to do was put them on and learn a dance routine.

Sounds simple, doesn't it?

The fancy dress was perfect. With a LOT of make-up, I doubted anyone would recognise me. I could really let myself go in the name of carnival.

I came a cropper when I attempted the dance routine. Someone 30 years younger (who obviously doesn't smoke) had put it together, and I wasn't sure I'd have the stamina to carry it off along an entire route. Points mean prizes, you understand. I didn't want to be a let-down.

Plus, my daughter said I looked stupid.

In all of about 30 seconds, I came to the conclusion that I'm probably best off in my tried and tested place - in the street, keeping the public safe and carnival alive, wearing a fluorescent jacket.

I don't regret my snap decision.

A couple of years ago, I was a prize-winning walking entry at Newton Poppleford.

I kid you not. I was Spirit of the Sun and I even managed to beat one of the Tuttys!

It was a one off, though. I made the outfit in two days (and nights), inspired by the Millers, Elswoods and Males, all from Ilminster, but felt a bit red-faced under my gold paint as I passed dozens of people I know - including a neighbour, who's a member of a club from Colyton, and a former boss.

I'm not cut out for the bright lights, I've decided.

Best I stay in the shadows.

 

 

 

Comments

# re: In My Carnival Dreams

11 October 2007 22:11 by ant
love the Blog,nice to catch up on the carnival circuits,since my daughter recently joined the majorettes I have realized how much hard work and organizing goes into them every year to entertain the locals and holiday makers, and how much needed funding they bring to local organizations.Carnivals also provide good family entertainment and I have made many new friends whilst joining in the carnival madness. Belinda you support us all even from the shadows, keep up the good work .